6inchnails

Me....I know a hazy picture, yet this was in the early digital phonecamera times of 2012, and a friend made the Picture while I was holding that young crow I just saved from a cat...It still captures me in most of my essence, while also keeping my privacy

With a difficult life, being Hermaphrodite, I searched and covered my own roads. I've travelled all over Europe, and even ended up in Siberia and Beijing.

After the seperation of my parents , and a difficult puberty, (both mental as well as physical) I got a German girlfriend at 21, she lost our child and herself as she used died due drug overdose.

I have studied to be a teacher in Biology/Ecology/Physics/Chemistry/Geology, did even succeed al my 3 years of intership, yet in the last half year for the exam I got so discriminated and degraded by some teachers (who should teach me to become a teacher) so much, I could no longer study.

I entered university, yet the joy was stolen, after my succesful propaedeutic year I decided to quit, and do work instead.

Amongst a variety of several joyless or downright discriminatary jobs/colleagues, I've been 9 years a professional dancer(the Devil for 5 years) at House parties like Loveparade, Sensation, Mysteryland, etc. which was very fun to do. At the same time I had started my own shop on the market, trading in all things phantasy, (games, Cards, Books, Shoes, Jewelry, Fashion, some kink stuff, etc). Discrimination became worse, and I had to stop. Then my fiance seperated using the discrimination against me, while she did pleasure men. Still battling my study debt, I even became homeless, again out of discrimination.

In 2014 I after 4 years living on the street, I finally got a home, and my fight to conquer all the misschief could finally get along. I had a miscarriage, and felt more alone.

I did design Gagaesk shoes, clothing and other fantasy stuff for theater/film or Elffantasy fair or Castlefair in the Netherlands, and intend to do it anew. I also did some theatre with Adelheid Rosen and Ola Mafalaani in " Zina neemt de wijk" (dutch for Zina takes on the suburbs).

In 2021, I finally have succeeded to pay off all my debts (total paid 143.000), I am healthy, though since 04-jan 2000 alone without a girlfriend's love, since april 2000 without intimacy and 06-01-2022 even without BFF, my mother disconnected from me in 2001, my brother joined a cult, and I was thee bad one due being me, so being really alone , and that hurts.

I Write especially fantasy stuff which can be found on breathofmystara.blogspot.nl/ or on the pandius.com site of the D&D world Mystara. read also this site where many ideas for Mystara sprout; www.thepiazza.org.uk/bb/viewfo…, not only from my mind but of many others.

I Draw my own art with different tools, I am also a poet, teacher and avid collector of weird books, stuff and knowledge. (Comicbooks, Smurfs, Science books, fossils, shells, biology research stuff, weird potion bottles, magic stuff, teddybears, and D&D stuff, recipies, overall knowledge).

As of 03-09-2017 I have 3 female kittens born 28-04-2017(named Pooka, Aagje, Munchie), 2 goldfish of hatched somewhere in may 2020, and since june 2023 a saved male kitten Amber and two ( 29-12-2019 ) white-ish bunnies(named Brazen and Cute), which hopp on my grasscovered balcony and eat a lot and a lot more animals in my history (Multiple Cats (35 in total), Dogs (4), Horses(2), Hedgehogs(11), Marter(1), Weazel(1), Ferret(1), Rabbits(3), Russian Dwarf Hamsters(4), Mice (400+) Rat(2), Guppies(100+), Red-neck tortoises(2), Raccoon(1), Mus(5+), Swan(1), Ducks(12+), Blackbird(3), Crow(4), Sparrow(2), Owl(1), Pigeon(20+), Bill(2), Carp(3), Bass(2),and several goldfish(20+), Guppies(4000+), silverstripe snails(10+), etc.)

For those interested; Yes these are my own nails, I can't function without.

Through corsetry I have trained my waist to be 54 cm circumference and intend to go much smaller. My great-great-great-great-great-grandmother of 1877 had a 15inch waistline at the age of 24 and that after 2 kids , before she even had 11.5 inch , I intend to approach that with a minimum goal of 45cm(17.7inch) --every inch more is welcomed, as my ideal would be 16 inch or less.

I walk daily several miles on my 6 inchheels (or even 7 inch without platform), but as a catwalk/High Heel trainer and former dancer, I keep my feet flexible and healthy.

To make one thing certain; I am only attracted to women. I do NOT feel ANY attraction to men other than professional (like art), or friendship at best!!!